[ it's as gratifying as if he's the one shuddering beneath kaz's tongue — more, maybe, knowing that this is the first time for him, that he could be the one to show him how this can feel if only he allows it to happen. heat floods his mouth, his eyes closing as he swallows, his hand moving to splay across the center of his fluttering hips. kaz is never loud, but nikolai swears the cave amplifies the quiet sounds that strain from his throat, sweeter than birdsong. sounds he wants to hear again and again.
it's not until kaz softens against his tongue that he slowly slides him out of his mouth, tucking him back into his trousers so he doesn't have to feel the cold. he finally lets go out of his hand to ease his legs down, then climbs above him to take in the full view of his gloriously disheveled face, sweaty and flushed, his sharp eyes gone soft with pleasure. nikolai's jaw aches a bit, the feeling coming back to his reddened lips, but he leans down to kiss him anyway, satisfying an immediate want with enthusiasm as he licks into his warm mouth. impulsively, his hand skitters down to press between kaz's legs, lips quirking. ]
I should drag you back to the ship now. [ he mouths along his jawline while lamenting the fact that they're not in his quarters, in his bed, where he might be free to loosen the buttons of his shirt and strip him naked. he wants to acquaint his mouth with every scar littering his skin, wants to know the story behind each one, even if he knows he can't take such things without offering the same in return. if he really means to cut past these walls, he'll have to pay the toll to earn it.
but they're in a cave in the deep underground of fjerda, and with that comes some measure of leniency. his palm teases kaz's overly sensitive cock with innocent pressure, his mouth moving up to kiss the cut of his cheek, the flutter of his eyelids. ]
Where did you get this one? [ he relents his assault so that kaz might have a fair chance at answering, tracing the scar beneath his jaw instead. his eyes drop away, roaming over his collar as if it's suddenly of interest. ] And when I first let the monster out back in Ketterdam, what did you really think?
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it's not until kaz softens against his tongue that he slowly slides him out of his mouth, tucking him back into his trousers so he doesn't have to feel the cold. he finally lets go out of his hand to ease his legs down, then climbs above him to take in the full view of his gloriously disheveled face, sweaty and flushed, his sharp eyes gone soft with pleasure. nikolai's jaw aches a bit, the feeling coming back to his reddened lips, but he leans down to kiss him anyway, satisfying an immediate want with enthusiasm as he licks into his warm mouth. impulsively, his hand skitters down to press between kaz's legs, lips quirking. ]
I should drag you back to the ship now. [ he mouths along his jawline while lamenting the fact that they're not in his quarters, in his bed, where he might be free to loosen the buttons of his shirt and strip him naked. he wants to acquaint his mouth with every scar littering his skin, wants to know the story behind each one, even if he knows he can't take such things without offering the same in return. if he really means to cut past these walls, he'll have to pay the toll to earn it.
but they're in a cave in the deep underground of fjerda, and with that comes some measure of leniency. his palm teases kaz's overly sensitive cock with innocent pressure, his mouth moving up to kiss the cut of his cheek, the flutter of his eyelids. ]
Where did you get this one? [ he relents his assault so that kaz might have a fair chance at answering, tracing the scar beneath his jaw instead. his eyes drop away, roaming over his collar as if it's suddenly of interest. ] And when I first let the monster out back in Ketterdam, what did you really think?