[ he swallows, trying futilely to catch his breath, trying to grasp his words. you can't be. kaz again offering these reassurances that nikolai isn't sure he should believe. why would he lie? because he has your cock in his mouth. but kaz isn't the same sort of liar that he is, something earnest in his big blue eyes, something real in his words. a demand to be believed. he takes a steadying breath, wets his lips again as he holds his gaze. then kaz is going down again, eagerly, ready to be guided by his hand, and nikolai nearly comes right there from the mere thought.
he doesn't push as hard as he wants to, doesn't try to teach kaz the trick of allowing the tip of his cock to touch the back of his throat — far too much for a first time, impolite to potentially choke him so soon. maybe there will be another time. he's been lucky to this point, and kaz has been open to so much already, soaking it all in like a sponge and learning far faster than nikolai ever expected. even now he bows his head in time to his hips, holding him in his mouth, lips tight and tongue curled sweetly around him, then drags up for a breath with nikolai's fingers tugging at his hair. he watches in a daze until he can't anymore, pleasure mounting, kaz's wandering fingers doing that same little trick that he did earlier back at the cave, drawing a keening moan from his lips. saints, it's too much, the heat of his mouth and the touch of his hand and the feeling of him nestled between his legs like this. his fingers flex in their clasped grip, dragging in ragged gasps of air as a tremor overtakes him, almost, almost, and kaz tips him over with his mouth, the force of his climax spreading through him like hot rivers of melted gold.
what is kaz doing? whatever it is, he doesn't want it to stop. his soft mouth, warm flicks of his tongue. nikolai goes boneless against the sheets, realizing for the first time that they're in a bed. a breath heaves out of him, eyelids heavy while shivers dance over his heated skin. something soft at his thigh. kaz, resting there like he's a pillow, eyes shut. he huffs out a laugh, tugging at his hand. ]
Come here. [ he draws him up, hands cradling his flushed face, carefully thumbing at the moisture having collected at the corners of his eyes, sticking to his dark lashes. his mouth, reddened and plump, the prelude of an ache in his perfect jaw later. he pulls him into a breathless kiss, parting his lips with his tongue to press it gently into his mouth. it's slow and deep, one hand trailing down the curve of his spine, fitting at the small of his back, tracing circles into his skin. ] Let me do this for you. Up. Get undressed.
[ he's insistent, pulling kaz up onto his knees so he can hastily open his trousers, pushing them down and lending a clumsy hand as he has him strip them off. satisfaction hums through him, warm and relaxed, and when he's naked he pulls kaz even higher, maneuvering him so he's spread with one knee pressed to either side of nikolai's pillow, positioned directly above him. he can tell kaz feels exposed, so he's quick to reach up and curl his hands around his thighs, slowly pulling him down as he eagerly tilts his chin higher, easing the tip of his cock into his waiting mouth — already hard from before, aching for attention that nikolai is all too happy to give. his tongue laps out, a soft groan in his throat. ]
Just relax, Kaz. [ his finds his hand again, a familiar anchor, kissing the inside of his thigh and nosing at his soft, untouched skin. ] I'll make you feel good. What you deserve.
[ he takes him into his mouth again, nudging his hips down to get all of him, and drags his lips firmly along his length, up and down in hard strokes. then he eases kaz into his throat, a choked groan, a spring of tears in his eyes as he swallows and pulls back with a shuddering breath. only a quick moment to fill his lungs before he greedily devours his cock again, eyes slipping shut as he loses himself in the heady scent and velvety weight, in the fine tremors he can feel just beneath kaz's skin. ]
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he doesn't push as hard as he wants to, doesn't try to teach kaz the trick of allowing the tip of his cock to touch the back of his throat — far too much for a first time, impolite to potentially choke him so soon. maybe there will be another time. he's been lucky to this point, and kaz has been open to so much already, soaking it all in like a sponge and learning far faster than nikolai ever expected. even now he bows his head in time to his hips, holding him in his mouth, lips tight and tongue curled sweetly around him, then drags up for a breath with nikolai's fingers tugging at his hair. he watches in a daze until he can't anymore, pleasure mounting, kaz's wandering fingers doing that same little trick that he did earlier back at the cave, drawing a keening moan from his lips. saints, it's too much, the heat of his mouth and the touch of his hand and the feeling of him nestled between his legs like this. his fingers flex in their clasped grip, dragging in ragged gasps of air as a tremor overtakes him, almost, almost, and kaz tips him over with his mouth, the force of his climax spreading through him like hot rivers of melted gold.
what is kaz doing? whatever it is, he doesn't want it to stop. his soft mouth, warm flicks of his tongue. nikolai goes boneless against the sheets, realizing for the first time that they're in a bed. a breath heaves out of him, eyelids heavy while shivers dance over his heated skin. something soft at his thigh. kaz, resting there like he's a pillow, eyes shut. he huffs out a laugh, tugging at his hand. ]
Come here. [ he draws him up, hands cradling his flushed face, carefully thumbing at the moisture having collected at the corners of his eyes, sticking to his dark lashes. his mouth, reddened and plump, the prelude of an ache in his perfect jaw later. he pulls him into a breathless kiss, parting his lips with his tongue to press it gently into his mouth. it's slow and deep, one hand trailing down the curve of his spine, fitting at the small of his back, tracing circles into his skin. ] Let me do this for you. Up. Get undressed.
[ he's insistent, pulling kaz up onto his knees so he can hastily open his trousers, pushing them down and lending a clumsy hand as he has him strip them off. satisfaction hums through him, warm and relaxed, and when he's naked he pulls kaz even higher, maneuvering him so he's spread with one knee pressed to either side of nikolai's pillow, positioned directly above him. he can tell kaz feels exposed, so he's quick to reach up and curl his hands around his thighs, slowly pulling him down as he eagerly tilts his chin higher, easing the tip of his cock into his waiting mouth — already hard from before, aching for attention that nikolai is all too happy to give. his tongue laps out, a soft groan in his throat. ]
Just relax, Kaz. [ his finds his hand again, a familiar anchor, kissing the inside of his thigh and nosing at his soft, untouched skin. ] I'll make you feel good. What you deserve.
[ he takes him into his mouth again, nudging his hips down to get all of him, and drags his lips firmly along his length, up and down in hard strokes. then he eases kaz into his throat, a choked groan, a spring of tears in his eyes as he swallows and pulls back with a shuddering breath. only a quick moment to fill his lungs before he greedily devours his cock again, eyes slipping shut as he loses himself in the heady scent and velvety weight, in the fine tremors he can feel just beneath kaz's skin. ]